insomniasleep didn't come last night.insomnia
instead, it hovered just above the pillow, sitting on the ceiling... out of reach.
it danced in front of weary eyes, in between plastic stars, and unmade plans.
letters appeared, one by one as though someone were hard at work on an old typewriter.
words bulged at the sides -begging to break loose- like chubby images on the side of a volvo.
imaginary itches popped up here and there, and little legs run across my own.
bed covers twist and strangle while pillows suffocate. &
untitledwith a blink you broke your loving gaze and let go of my hand sending me stumbling back into shadows.untitled
i screamed your name as long arms enveloped me, choking
my words, pulling me into darkness.
never turning, never flinching you left and continued walking kept on walking towards the light
i feel hard and the earth beneath me shattered into a million pieces...heart beat stopped
still inside a cold chest pale as moonlight
come back and find me lying
empty on the ground, drained of life drained of love.
-change is for the better-so you're back again-change is for the better-
spewing all the same waste
that you spat before
it's been years since past
or maybe only days
and i still know all the words
to all our favorite songs
but this time isn't quite the same
it's only been hours
but i'm already wiser than you know
eyes open wide and ears closed off
change is for the better
Devious Journal Entry
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I let my mind wander and it never came back
xo
Jeni*
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